So, this would be the first journal I've written. I guess I'll just vent...
I'm just getting tired of keeping up with everything. I always want to get better, but it rarely seems to happen. Set backs happen too often and I over think way too much. I have to learn that not everything is going to go my way, it just seems that some people go out of their way to make sure nothing goes the way I want. I would like to sleep for a few days and catch up on all the things I've missed. Missed classes, missed events, missed friends, missed time. I've missed time. That might make a good song title... Anyway, I'm basically complaining. I just wish that some people were a little more courteous and inquired about certain things a bit more. And one thing that I really hate- secrets being kept. What the hell is with that? Going behind my back and making plans you know I won't like. Do you expect to sugar coat it and make you look better? I'm sure that would be the plan. Is it really that hard for some people to be open and honest? I guess it is because there doesn't seem to be much of it going around. Anyway. Work needs to be done, as usual and I'm behind, big surprise. Don't take any of this too personally, it's just me blowing off steam. Not directed at anyone, just directed out.
-CGilroy.